four years later 2/14/16

Four years later from dim to dark. I am all alone. Miss him terribly at times but when remembering his unhappiness with me in my environment, it is best we live apart.  Work and family keeps me here not able to fly there to meet him and give us a chance for future. But I will try my best to fly end of this month hoping to meet him there in his world. Though last time we did quarrel on Skype... again... not a chance to be happy together again if we dwell on what happened here in my country , in our business and in my family...