How to keep my patience? Keep smiling to someone who is always angry with you. One moment full of love and the next moment full of anger.  More anger than love this whole year.  I do not know how to appease him.  As soon as I open my mouth I am told to shut up. I cry and he will say go and rub your tears on yourself. No pity at all . He thinks he is loosing too much in this relationship and I am gaining all. He thinks he will loose more if he leaves me. What shall I do? I want him to stay but I cannot live with an angry man. I cannot see him suffering all the time. He shall find his peace elsewhere if he cannot find here with me.

Got up early this morning. Had wine last night. Made my body heat goes up. Asians are not supposed to drink alcohol because of the weather. I do not want to think about property prices in Yangon now. The sky high prices are crazy.

Today has been a busy day.  I went to office to pay some checks for office. Went to get the new Swavroski eyewear from American Vision shop at Shwe bonthar street. Came back to have lunch and off to Pun Hlaing golf estate to inquire about the house prices. Chat with my friends all of them said not to buy there. The commute to the city is killing until the new bridge opens in two years time.