Tuesday, November 30, 2021

Bettter

 Better be alone than with someone unhappy with you and complaining frequently.


Better be alone than with wasting your time and affection with kids and family who does not appreciate your love.


Life is at peace 


except moments you have to deal to get back the loan out cash...



Tuesday, November 16, 2021

Friday, November 12, 2021

leaving

 will we meet again?

I don't know 

we don't know

like will we get back our money ?


anyway I think I will go and meet him again 

when things turn to normal and when I get some money and time



Tuesday, November 9, 2021

muscles aches

 I don't feel good

all muscles stiff

arms aches

neck ache 


last night I just sleep watching the pain in muscles

Sunday, November 7, 2021

read and learn

He said not do rituals instead read and learn dharma 

I will read every day from now onwards

sad sad sad

 He is saying goodbye to the house

made my eyes teary


be strong 


he said I will be occupied and not sad after he leaves

I said I don't let myself sad 


I don't let myself soft 


I will keep myself busy with friends and eat outs and shoppings


I pray that I can get back my money from swindlers soon  and can follow him to go around the world 

in next year 

Saturday, November 6, 2021

killings

 Every day killings of people in the streets 

this country is not a place to live peacefully

students killing their teacher because they will get money 

people blaming government for not able to control the bombs and killings

I am in a position not to leave my home 

I have case to follow and I have to watch my house.

I am glad for those who can stay away